Day 12 of Self-discipline to motivation!!!

It’s a little difficult, but I am happy that I am still on this journey….Only thing is that I wish I didn’t tell anyone about it….I know people are concerned, but I am fine and I am taking the right steps to being safe about this……

Self Discipline and Motivation

For the first 4 to 6 weeks I have to maintain this liquid phase and then start working out to get muscle tone into the process

Today is March 6, 2013…Day Two of Self Discipline and Motivation

Yesterday was totally the beginning!!! I felt like just eating for the sake of eating and boy oh boy was it hard….I know I can do this….I have to want this more than I want food

Today is March 5, 2013…..Day One of Self Discipline and Motivation

Praying that I can stick with this!!!!

Thoughts….

I am at a random place right now in my life….well…maybe not so random, but it feels twilighty like  lol….thats not a real word, but that’s how I feel right now.  I think when ever I feel like this, it affects my whole thought process and man oh man do I feel out of it.  I’ve eaten all I could think of and Ive gained as much weight as Im willing to allow. Now I have to STOP. This is probably my gazzilionenth time trying to do this cleanse, but I can’t give up now…..I just need to stay motivated by things that are longer than the thoughts of looking good.  You would think the thoughts of depression over my weight would have worked to motivate me, but they didn’t. I just need to try and not have any expectations…I can do this….No really…I can do this.

Thank You So Much!!! Glory to God!!! And your page is pretty awesome too, keep dancing for his Glory!!!